Friday Night's Alright for Sweet Fuck All

I am surely the epitome of a sad single woman this fine night. I have just watched a mediocre Joaquin Phoenix movie..."Two Lovers"...I watched it despite the fact Gwyneth Paltrow is in it. Ayla walked in from work at the height of the one and only love scene and is convinced I watch porn at home alone now. Awesome. Another thing to add to her list to take into therapy when shes older.

I was planning to go see BUZZARD play tonight but you know...10:30 starts are just too much to ask of me these days...I went down earlier and scoped the place out...but could not convince myself to hang out or go back once I came home.

Now I am sitting in the semi-dark...its nearly midnight...I have some music on...Truffle Pigs...I love all the MG songs that contain my name in them: "....Jen I'll bring them to their kneessssss..." Guess I should be grateful his starter wife's name was Jen.
I am on shuffle...I love the shuffle feature. It is like a surprise every 4 mins. I am in a bit of a weird head space currently. Transition of sorts. Or something. I don't know. It is neither negative nor positive.

Tomorrow I am hanging with Escher for a bit in the morning while Alex sets up at VIC Fest...that kid amuses me a lot...I think we will make a Father's Day card for his step pa-pa while he is here...then I will go hang with Lisa for a while...if I can find a recumbent exercise bike on Usedvictoria.com I will see about getting it, etc. I have a dolly and she has a truck so...you know...u can never have enough exercise equipment to hang your clothes on after all. I think that would be the best way to get exercising without crushing my heel further. I am sure I will hate it - though not as much as I hate myself hopefully so I will use it.

Well - I am pretty tired now...seeing double...yawning like crazy...I am leaving you...my little invisible crowd...my audience of a handful...my pretend fan club....

la la laaaaa