Weekend with the family in town...

Best PC wallpaper ever! (Riley Jay you are so cute)

Funniest book title ever...saw it at Bolen Books today...bahahahha!

OMG Maggie got me these Heinkels with her airmiles....they cut like a dreammmmm!!

ha ha ha Sidney makes the best crazy faces....run Riley run!

Riley and his mama Maggie...WalMart fun time!

Death by cuteness!

I hear this guy talking away forever and look up (at work) and he's up there talking to himself like there is no tomorrow.

Madelyn....growing up so fast xo

Riley Jay...Aunty Jen misses you!

you are lucky I don't own a sword...

It is not every day that you name your kid after a character in a book...with that said....while I am nearing the end of the 6th & last book to date in the Jean M. Auel Earth's Children series - a certain EVENT that happened to my beloved A.y.l.a. in the book made me so angry and sick that I was shocked at how I was reacting to words on a page. Betrayal...even literary betrayal...sickens me...Jondalar...you are an ASSHOLE of EPIC GAPE! Arrrg!

Aside from that horrific book story that I am CLEARLY far too involved in – HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY CATHY! Lotsa birthdays coming up now...the next few months are like a cluster of birthdays...

Grad is but a fond memory...The dress will be sent back to Deanna this weekend...Ayla was at the dinner/dance less than an hour when someone spilled punch all.over.her...it came out mostly but needs a proper cleaning and Deanna is handling it as they may donate it to the Cinderella Project anyhow so it would get cleaned then. (Awesome idea by the way Ms Deanna!!) Pam and Jim are coming to town again this Friday...Pam is getting her old school 80s Pegasus Unicorn tattoo covered up with a new shmancy SLEEVE of owl, snake and craggy tree goodness! Saturday is her 1st appointment...outline only...ouch ouch ouch...outline is the worst. This enables me a nice mellow visit with her and Jim which will be a treat...AND HENRY ROLLINS THIS FRIDAY with Alex & Sarah....will be a blast of course...

Maggie, David and Sid and Pam will be down again June 29...which is awesome...Pam gets her 2nd appointment of pain done and I get a visit on the long weekend...In between those visits Tere is coming to visit...it is like I am mega-popular or something suddenly...
During all of this I am proclaiming utter poverty and NOT.SPENDING.A.DIME b/c I have not a dime to spend hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I am going to start leaving my cards at home (which I know is going to annoy the shit out of me at certain times) and continue missing concerts (ie: Metallica in Vancouver, Roger Waters The Wall, Puscifer in Vancouver...missed em all...)

Have an appt. with the sports med doc in the morning re: the foot ultrasound I had done last week...I have LOW expectations...so if he has anything informative to offer I will be thrilled...but I fear it will be a useless interaction like the previous one. I guess I will just PIN him down and make him answer: if I walk on this foot like a mofo, like I need to, to be healthy etc. am I WRECKING it....??? If I am going to permanently wreck it so that even if I did lose weight I'd still be all crippled I want to know that before I change my game plan...guess i will find out or not find out tomorrow.

It is vengeance time...time to begin some sort of mindfuckery on someone incredibly deserving and worthy of getting played with a little. No one directly in my life but someone that I have been thinking about for nearly 7 mths...someone who during someone's lowest moment in life did some things that are deserving of some payback...this is not just every day, real life crap that ppl do...this is some heinous shit...stuff that makes you gasp when you hear about it...and like most pieces of shit he just carried on with his life as if nothing was wrong and like he is a good person...the extra kicker is he is a church leader...not that such hypocrisy is unusual...in fact it is almost normal nowadays but...b/c this has stayed with me for 7 mths and has become impossible to ignore...I feel it is my DUTY to try and exact a little justice in the name of the fallen and the people who were left to pick up the pieces...sounds dramatic doesn't it? I know...I am hoping to be able to do more than open 53 accounts for Columbia House in his name (do they still exist?) or order him some lovely Danbury Mint collectors plates – COD....but really...at this point in time I am willing to do anything even if it just inconveniences him a little...Fucker.

Season of Blasphemy

ok im not going near a mall again until WELL after xmas....

Aunty Pam & Cousin Maggie were here shopping this weekend, had a pretty good time considering we seemed to just shop the whole time, that usually drives me into a RAGE but i was pretty mellow...i think the mall air rendered me helpless.

Anyhow had a good visit with the family...lotsa laughs....got all ym damn gawd forsaken shopping done, just need one more trip to the grocery store and ill be prepped and ready 4 the biggest commercial holiday of the year...

Soke to Brucifer today...all sounds like a go...he will be here the 23rd or 24th...and it looks like the englishman will be hanging around as well...itll piss ayla off but its a little more about the bigger picture this time of year...Ive got bruce whos got uissues with xmas, which makes me wanna have him here so i can distract him, and we always have a fucking blast togehter so itll be FUN...and the englishman has no family in canada and his daughters live in vancouver so whatever time over xmas he is around and not over there then he is welcome to hang with us degenerate blasphemous pricks...

Everyone give a YAY KAILA! to Kaila at work who left her idiot boyfriend today after he nearly strangled her poor cat to death in a drunken rage.

She packed up her shit while the piece of shit was at work and is GONZO...im gunna buy that girl some chocolate!

Survivor Finale was cool...I was kinda going for the Oz Meister, strictly due to previous financial standing...but Yul was groovy too so...im not bummed or anything...this is the 1st time i havent been pissed off about the winner.

My landlady called me today-

Her: were u vacuuming last night at 1130??

Me: no it was the ppl across the hall from me

Her: (snottily) ohhh realllllly vacuuming at 1130...

Me: maybe they just needed to quickly clean a mess up or something

Her: well her son was removed from the apt by the police at 10 pm

Me: well then possibly he went out with a hissy fit and she had to clean up after him

Her: well still thats so no necessary

Im thinking LADY SHUT YER FUCKING YAP AND GET A LIFE. My gawd...really...is it THAT big of a deal? Does it really mean u gotta phone around and find out who was vacuuming? Fuck.