November 6th 2009Ohhh Friday...sweet lover of mine...what I love about Fridays is the promise of something better to come. Sigh. Makes for some long Fridays though.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASON E TODAY!!
I took the bus this morning and was instantly reminded how much I hate the morning bus. You know those moments where you are polite (I am polite on occasion) and gesture for someone to go ahead of you...I did this this morning, I had my headphones on, wave this lady to get on the bus...she waves me ahead instead so I wave her ahead...until it is obvious she is a fucking retard and doesn’t GET that I extended the courtesy 1st and she should just fucking get on the cock sucking bus already instead of doing this 
stupid ass dance...finally I rolled my eyes and muttered “fuck” (polite moment over for me) and got on the bus. I hate people. This reminded me that walking in the wind and rain in the mornings is likely a better option than the bus.
stupid ass dance...finally I rolled my eyes and muttered “fuck” (polite moment over for me) and got on the bus. I hate people. This reminded me that walking in the wind and rain in the mornings is likely a better option than the bus.I just ate cashews. They were good. I need to lay off the salt though. I have been a little salt crazy lately.
One more sleep til Matthew Good...omfg. I could seriously pee my pants if I let myself get too excited about it...the thing about Master Good is...despite my being a severe fan I have seen him 8 times or something and I have NEVER been disappointed...EVER. He is my sure thing. He has NEVER DISAPPOINTED ME...never let me down...never abandoned me...and this is why I don’t ever want to meet him, even at a little meet & greet function, b/c if he was in a bad mood or just wasn’t all in love with me like he should be then that would begin the downward spiral of my Matthew Good Fantasy World. I choose to stay deluded that he is perfect. FREE WILL.
I am going to sign Ayla up for a monthly membership at the Y after work today...it is o
nly 21.00/mo and I can set it up to come out of my bank monthly so it’s pretty simple...I avoid auto-withdrawals generally but if I can set them up for the 20th of each month I do it...then it comes out of my child tax $ and that’s a sure thing...so far I have her dance fees come out then and my renters insurance...it works!
nly 21.00/mo and I can set it up to come out of my bank monthly so it’s pretty simple...I avoid auto-withdrawals generally but if I can set them up for the 20th of each month I do it...then it comes out of my child tax $ and that’s a sure thing...so far I have her dance fees come out then and my renters insurance...it works!Good vibes out to Hot Donna today...her dog is a seizure-victim and her oldest sister is VERY ill and may not recover...fingers crossed for her and hers today.
Purge complete...I am terrible and don’t do well with things left unsaid or things left unresolved in my mind...I will usually do whatever it takes to remedy such situations...b/c I know how I deal/don’t deal with that unresolved shit...like with my beloved Bruce...still have no fucking idea what went on there...in that instant though I did choose to walk away from it and leave it, which goes against every instinct I have and every emotional reaction I possess...I have recently had to do something similar...just walk even though it bugs me but you know sometimes the writing on the wall is hard to ignore and you just have to say FUCK IT for reasons of self preservation and simple preference. Who the fuck needs friends who are doing shit your enemies wouldn’t have the balls to try to pull on you? Not I. Don’t have a lot of tolerance for getting tossed under the bus by ppl proclaiming friendship...uhhh no thanks...and my new *thing* is if I wouldn’t tolerate it from a girlfriend I am not tolerating it from a male friend...no matter how convoluted it is and how cute they may be. THAT’S IT. This should ensure I have very few male friends for the rest of my life. Ha! I also have to keep in mind that male humans do indeed have a very different idea of what friendship is and I clearly need to keep that in mind regarding expectations.
Wow that didn’t sound jaded at all did it? Ha...whatever – I am a realist...prove me fucking wrong, I dare you.
The McPherson theatre is way more relaxed about ppl taking pictures at shows so I am super pumped that 1st row balcony seats are garner me some sweet ass MG pics and video tomorrow. The Royal Theatre, gawd I hate that theatre...hate the seats, hate the security and their jerk ass anti-camera policy.
OMG I am sneezing like crazy...this morning I felt a throat tickle...ugh...guess I will be back to joining the ranks of infected humans soon enough...I am gunna buy myself some Listerine...Coral at work read me something yesterday that appealed to my sensibilities: http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=142534026241&ref=mf
I am gunna do all this stuff...just cuz it makes sense regardless of what sickness you have.
This is turning into a chatty post.
Song lyrics of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVXTmav24Wk
So glad to see you well
Over-come and completely silent now
With heaven's help
You cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead
With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down [repeated]
Your halo slipping down to choke you now...
I watched V FOR VENDETTA last night....gawd dammit that is a good movie. Who else watched it since it was the 5th of November?
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