yeah....

My feet are cold... I think im gunna boil myself in the tub while I read about Tracey Lords the porn star...nothing like being a literate intellect. 

I had myself a little mindf*ck today...Oh u know...ingrate sprog, old friends dead, guilt of epic proportions, work being unpleasant, conservatives winning last night... I am tired. 

Ayla's bday sleep over is this weekend. 12. Gawd help me. I remember when I was 12 I was so desperate to be 13...omg I wanted to be a teen so bad...and 12 may have been a dbl digit but it didn't end with *teen* so.... 

 I read Rob's obit today (thank you Mel)…I was happy to hear he finally partnered up...I cant imagine what it is like for her and his family...the suddenness of a fluke car accident ending so dreadfully... 

I don't like funerals...I know I know no one LIKES them but...I don't get anything out of them so I boycott. Going to Rob's would be like a school reunion though...I will go through my photo albums tonight and revisit the past... print off the obit and make a little spot for him in my treasure box... 

 Blah Stephen Harper is a serial killer. For true! 

 Have I mentioned I HATE with all the FIBRE of my being working with IDIOTS? 

 Oooo for the love of gawd...wtf is going on...I just got a message that Robin Goettler hung himself recently... Ok is EVERYONE gunna die this week? I think I will go eat myself into a sugar coma.