well i survived the day...did a 5 hr stint at another store and despite the fact i sweat my bag off from fever i didnt fuck anything up too badly.
this mouth breathing thing is cracking me up though.....just call me Darth.
i worked with a gal tonight who, i swear to gawd, has the worst customer service skills ive ever seen...EVER hahahahahahaha it was entertaining and scary all at the same time...
do u think we are all a little bit racist...? I know i am...
it disturbs me but I think its true...logically i know we are all the same...as was said in fight club, we are The All-Singing All-Dancing Crap of the World...equally...we all suck.
I just realized i have my pajamas on backwards.
a friend of mine called me recently after a 3 mth hiatus from our friendship....
in case u dont recall...the one who left her abusive boyfriend who beat her whilst being preggy and then had an abortion only to go back to him after...
i was so livid i couldnt speak of it with her for a long time...
and i found myself very full of contempt and huge disappointment when we did talk the other day...
i mean wtf...shes never going to be honest with me now about how its going and frankly i dont want to hear about it...shitty of me yes but...u know some ppl have all the opportunity in the world to break cycles and at some point it comes down to simple CHOICE...and im sorry but the girl of a mom murdered by an abusive husband has learned 1st hand the dangers of living such a life....and it sickens me that someone so smart can be si fucking dumb and needy that theyll go back to someone who has beat them up...
for all my fuckedintheheadness i just can not comprehend it.
im noticing in my old age of 35 that i have very little patience for the victim mentality i was once quite empathetic twds...
its like, give your head a shake retard and make a decent choice 4 yourself.
blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
so yeah im still pissy about it all...
im gunna go drug myself.
and blow my nose...
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