My friend L. called me last night about a perverted friend of hers who never learned how to kiss properly and took it upon himself to throw himself at her despite many straight fwd NO THANK YOUs...ever been with a guy who thinks its sexy to JAM his tongue in your mouth and just leave it there while crushing all his weight on u so u cant breathe properly....??
WHO CONDONES SUCH KISSING BEHAVIOUR so that these guys think its ok??? Jesus ive pushed ppl off me 4 kissing like a dump truck...it shouldnt be my job....in your 30s and 40s someone else should have given them the heads up AGES ago that it is just not ok....
anyway...
then I was tired and went to bed w/o watching my movie so ill watch that another time...I bought it after all...
So...yeah ive decided to look around for a new *friend*...mainly due to the sporatic and non-sense of urgency the englishman is tossing my way...you know if all i was looking for was infrequent *visits* with long gaps in between id get fucking married for fucks sake (right Tydes? haha)...I refuse to converse with him about this as its quite clear to me from his actions or lack thereof it works just fine for him....and that has been the nature of the whole thing all along...
But NOT FOR ME and if theres one thing I have learned in my grueling 36 yrs on this miserable planet im not waiting around for another human to change to suit any needs or wants I may have.
Also b/c I know a past gal he has *seen* (he wont say dated or call her a GF) he's done so for yrs and quite sporatically as well and im just not into that...maybe I have to admit im looking for more...i will book myself into therapy to come to terms with it I guess.
Its pissing rain here today...good day 4 IMAX viewing! yay! Not a good day for Ayla to wash windows though (BOO~HISS)...
Oh yeah happy turkey day fuckers.
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