tell me lover, are you lonely?

well i liked it...THE LAST KISS...it was Garden State-ish and the soundtrack was excellent, much like GS's as well. I like these emotional drama type flicks mixed with weirdo humor...I nearly wet my movie seat during the hump scene when Kenny was getting it on naked...my gawd...so I googled his odd looking but pretty self (eric christian olsen) and OMFG LOOK! Same guy......bloody hell.That was my big adventure 4 the day....then I went and bought a few posters 4 my eternal teenager room....a bonerlicious shot of Eddie Vedder back in his pre super model marrying days...and some weirdo thing by Hieronymus Bosch ....I love the weirdness and little things u keep seeing in it...its totally fuct!

So that was my day...
Now im at home....dinner is in an hour...i feel like napping...can u say OLD? ha ha

I am feeling somewhat irritated today...its a birthday thing...I get it at xmas too...just this general overall feeling of malcontent...I really think the way we are hyped to death as children about xmas and bdays ruins it for some ppl later in life...maybe im talking out my ass...i dunno...all I know is it s not about any logical conscious expectations, its something deeper, on another level...I always look at ppl who appear so happy at xmas or on their birthdays and feel kind of in awe of their ability to just enjoy it....
Either way ill have a few drinks with dinner and fix myself right up. ha!