mid-day ramblings of blah

I am eating unsalted cashews.
Yes unsalted nuts.

I am extremely not into my job at the moment which oddly enough makes me productive with pushing paper b/c in my misery I choose to work my ass off to pass the time as quickly as possible.
I forgot my little km counter today so I am pissed off. I am a little excited there is no big walk tonight (just a small one to Logan’s) b/c my feet and my hips are currently BROKEN from all this walking business and I need a wee rest. Last night I was so impressed that I walked 68.9 km in one day til I realized it was upside down and only 6.89 LAME.

I am eating (well drinking) miso for lunch. Miso & grapes. Not together though. Warm grapes would be kinda gross...way gross actually.

So my sister has no wish to reconnect with mom....can’t say I blame her in the slightest...it would be a complete and utter waste of time anyway b/c I am fairly certain – as Kim has already pointed out – mom has very little to offer her at this point in the game...I will write and let her know we are coming though so she doesn’t hear it through the grape vine and just explain the situation as to why there will be no visit...its pre-emptive on my part b/c I don’t want to be on the other end of that phone call if she hears we were there, etc. I’d rather just be straight about it despite the fact I am sure she will shit the bed sheets over it and will likely go off the fucking deep end, ranting about how misunderstood she is and how all her kids hate her. Ohhh maybe I will record the conversation.

I think the only way I would get married is if the guy had a name ending in J...then my initials would be JJJ. Like if I married Robert Redford in Jeremiah Johnson...fuck I love that movie...I love old Robert Redford movies sooooooooo much...but that one I especially love.
Ok...who am I kidding. I would never change my last name...hyphenate if he was a whiny cry baby about it maybe but...never drop mine. Unless he dropped his and took mine...that would entertain me. Never mind...I am not getting married.

{how did you like that paragraphic (made that word up) mood swing caught live in blog land? My wish to be married and then forget it in about 2 seconds flat...}

Nicki at work is going to a lesbian dance for Halloween...she isn’t a lesbian...but she is gunna dress up as a gynaecologist and carry around a speculum and lube etc. That is fucking brilliant...she is gunna get hit on SOOOOOO bad all night...I can’t wait 4 the pictures and stories.
I don’t usually do anything on Halloween but it is a Saturday...I may have to do something...I should go see Rocky Horror Picture Show @ the Roxy as I have been planning to do that for about...oh...25 years.
Donna & Dan have good ideas thought up too...will have to make a point to go check them out too...Donna will surely be getting her drink on...muahhahaha that’s always a fun watch.

Would this day just fucking end already...its only 11:48 am...I still have over 4.5 hrs to go. I am bored as shit. I am rather hostile as well in case you didn’t pick up on it. I will be fine the millisecond I step out of this building.
I need to drink more water.
I am not into water this week for some reason...or any liquid...which as you know is not good. Probably why I feel like shit.