Oct 20 2009 Tuesday
What purpose does it serve to wake up at 4:25 am when you are not a fisherman or you haven't shit the bed? I HAVE NO IDEA!
My Facebook withdrawals will soon subside right? The twitching...the trots...the unending itchiness of my skin crawling...? I am sure no ones ever died from it....right? No such luck I am sure.
18 ish days to Matt Good....gawd I cannot wait. He is sick right now...I dunno what it is but he always gets really sick right b4 a tour starts or while hes on tour...start gagging back the echinacea my lovely man and come visit my town!!
The Neighborhood Lesbos called me last night and left a msg while I was on the phone about DEER trolloping down Hillside Ave....Deer. How odd!
It is super foggy right now...I am hoping it lasts til I walk to work...I do love the fog despite its effect on my hair...gawd knows my hair IS indeed my life after all {eyeroll}...
I walk by 3 fancy new car lots on the way to work every morning...yesterday as I walked past all the shiny new Mazdas I tried to imagine myself in one...possessing one...and I could not...so I started examining my place in that scenario...I have never had my license and truly have no desire to at this point realistically, I would be a shit driver at 40, very nervous and probably a menace to the safety of everyone on the road...with that said...I tried to imagine what I would do if someone handed me a new 40K Mazda & a magical drivers license. I'D SELL IT.
haha If I decided I needed to become a driving human being all of the sudden I couldn't fathom sitting in a new shiny over priced car...I look at ppl in hot off the lot vehicles and wonder what drives a person to want to be in that car...and I think the *status* is the main objective, whether it is a conscious choice or not & even though they will tell you its gas mileage and reliability. It is part of our culture, new fancy cars = status...even if you are a dirt bag loser. How truly disturbing. Barely living but we're living large...I'd drive a gawd damn Pinto or a Monza! (omg Laura S & I had a lot of fun in her old Monza...living in Vancouver prior to the sprog...that includes accidentally driving over meridians...oops)
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