Cherished Misery, Inc.: boundaries

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

boundaries

DECEMBER 22 2009

Fucking bugs me when people do not have boundaries in regards to their own behavior...there are just times in life you should NOT be a twat to someone...ie: when they are 2-3 days from their due date and ready to pop a kid out....especially since this is a time when peaceful loveliness would be MOST effective in a safe delivery of a new baby....but no...selfish ppl do not possess the sense required to not be the biggest fucking asshole at the worst possible time. This is why I want to kick most ppl in the privates...this is why I think most ppl are useless disgusting walking skin tags...they consider no one but themselves in life. Fucking assholes.

Anyway...most testing this morning....but I was called about a job referral yesterday...not ideal as it is Auxiliary and could end anytime...as it is covering for someone on long term disability and a small pay cut and it is out of the union (im not in love with the union so...) but the job itself sounds interesting - Authentication Clerk - and it would buy me some more time and get me out of where I am so....I am hoping to talk to the manager today or tomorrow...and see where it goes.

Ayla had friends over last night...she has one friend who is a garborator..I get scared when she comes over b/c she will eat ALL FOOD in her path...they were ok....although I offered to cook for them b/c the mess involved with them cooking is not something I could bare to witness...just serving themselves is a fucking nightmare mess...rice everywhere...soya sauce everywhere...amazing feat really. Left the living room with lights on and tv on...she is getting lectured about that...I don't enjoy having to get up at midnight to turn off lights and tvs....but I do like her being home so I wont be a wanker about it...I just find being around other ppl in general IN MY SPACE annoying hahahahaha

I am still not in love with the new commenting system...I need to just let it go...the haloscan days are over and gone....sniff sniff..........................................

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"Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling you an angel. This person is using celestial colors to paint your image. Someone is making you into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind. Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when you are touched. How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration as you give pleasure a home. These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now. In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street, someone is calling out to you silently and you are answering without even being there. So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when you smile. You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds. So sad that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that I will never be able to give you everything I have."