things we can do today...mom and daughter...full of love and light:1- go shopping for mechanical pencils
2- go see the new GREECE imax flick
3- go see a gay waste of money movie in hopes her friends will see her out with her fat/uncool mom
4- go volunteer at a church
5- picnic @ the park
oh the possibilities are endless, its all about how effective i can be with coercing/convincing/blackmailing her to participate...sometimes i lose the fight in my heart and its easier to let her sit in her room sulking...then I get some peace out of the deal...other times...he he he its just too good to not torture her.
HAPPY BARFDAY MZ BUFFY on FEB 15 (yeah i suck)...
fuck...i saw Ayla's old babysitter yesterday...it filled me with hate and malicious feelings...
shes managed to spit out another kid...im sure that tops off her welfare chq beautifully each month...
i was a little surprised at how i still harbored such ill will twd her...then again...wtf else is new...
sometimes years will go by and ill see someone i havent see in yrs or thought of even and all ill remember is they did something so that i hate them and even if i cant remember what i go with the emotion attached and carry it on hahaha hahahha
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