it starts out to be entertaining....then it gets a little tiresome...then it peaks and its like FUCK OFF ALREADY.
i think her best text quote of the day is something to the effect of her hoping I would die...then her hoping i would fall off the balcony, get hospitalized so she could refuse to visit me...or something to that effect...that was right after she texted me asking permission to smoke pot.
someone gimme a fucking rope.
while i logically realize its all very *normal* and *age appropriate* its also very demoralizing...makes u wonder why you bother at all really...i can see how someone with less inclination to parent/lacking the maternal gene would throw their hands up and walk...i suddenly have a whole new appreciation for my mothers abandonment.
anyway...aside from that circus sideshow the day was ok...wasn't near as hot thank gawd...Tara was supposed to come over for dinner but i got ditched....do u see a trend here? (shes gunna read this hahahaha) the dinners made anyway and we will eat it tomorrow...took some to the land lady too....she does cool shit for me so its only right.
the cat is being such a fucking retard bastard im considering tossing her off the balcony. ok not really...with my luck id fall and Ayla would get her damn wish.
seriously though, the cat is being a dick.
last 2 visitors i had she has acted so weird.
when shawns boy toy rich was here the cat attacked his arm....then erin yesterday the cat attacked her....its like shes gone fucking mad.
she doesn't attack me cuz im the alpha bitch in this house but...man its weird.
i did all my laundry today...gawd what a frigging affair.
spent the afternoon chatting up Richard in the UK...he just lost is his dad yesterday so he needed some distraction...we spent some time pouring over songs for his fathers service...i sent him *i will follow u into the dark* by death cab 4 cutie...it got no airplay there so it was new to him and it really did "fit" so i was glad that at least one song at the service wont suck. as much as it was overplayed here terribly...it is a beautiful song...
i didn't pick a song 4 my brother Glenn's funeral...im ok with that cuz i was in no state to negotiate it out with other parties...i have never gotten over the wind beneath my wings song being played there though....every time im in a store and that gay ass song comes on i cringe.
anyway....send Richard some warm fuzzies please...he needs em...
watched a few movies this weekend....was gunna go meet Arika and Jay at Beacon Hill cuz they were showing the princess bride outdoors at night but...it was too hot to frigging move...even at 9 pm.
Arika just got a Blythe doll....aren't u jealous? they are cool......costly and
cool...Arika, will u get more or are u ok with one??Since im getting a bigger bed next month ive rearranged my house...again...what can i say, i have a problem...anyway, that kept me busy this weekend...
Tomorrow I start on the phones at work...should be interesting after 4 weeks of inept training...
It will be fine...it is difficult to go from being really good at something to being a useless turd at something new...one thing i know though, if i get on permanent there (i have received the email about that so its in the works, i have to reinterview for the position), once i know what im doing i wanna revamp that hideous training material.
look at me miss chatty tonight....well its been a while since i jabbered on clearly....
its 9 pm...im kicking back with some ice water....listening to tunes...waiting for my batteries to charge 4 my camera since Ayla was nice enough to take mine with her...i dunno why their aren't more teenage homicides...they are truly ignorant creatures...its a good thing we bond with them when they are babies and love them unconditionally.
sometimes i wonder what life would be like if i had a second child....then i imagine having 2 aylas and them tag teaming me and i shudder.
it is amazing that something that infuriates you and brings out the absolute madness in you is something u never regret....man, im so deep. ha ha ha
anyway, enough about the ingrate.
im currently trying to rig my phone to my computer...what a pain in the rectum....Tydes was gracious and willing to help for a mere hand job...helpful isn't he?? Haaaaaa!
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