Thursday, September 03, 2009


ok not fired but the 4 mth lay off notices were given out to 23 ppl yesterday, myself included.
our total office is 100 ppl so that is a REALLY big chop chop.

they try to place you in other open govt jobs b4 then so thats what i am hoping happens.
may be a great thing in the end, getting out of the unit im in (very dysfunctional) but it seems sad b/c its taken me a year to become useful and now all that learning is down the toilet....as it is fairly specific to this position...
anyway....
it is what it is....

i had a really shitty day yesterday bc u all know how well i deal with more than 1 issue at a time...!!!! hahaha

have also decided to back way off the boy issue...while i adore him and will remain friends and such (wink wink) for reasons of self preservation i cannot allow myself to think he will ever be emotionally available the way i require so...i am gunna be a big girl and just go from there...i really am at a place in life where i want a real boyfriend...and not someone i hope can schedule me in...i have finally hit that place where i demand to be cherished lol so if u know someone witty, funny, smart, not fatty phobic and isnt addicted to anything think of me.

FUCK MY LIFE new favorite website (thank you Lisa!!)

off to work....aka the funeral home.
jesus christ.

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