Wednesday, October 28, 2009

fuck my head

Oct 28 2009

I am so broken today...10k in new shoes = bad idea. I also have a brain bleed...I am sure it is a brain bleed...it feels like my eyeballs are filling with blood...the pressure in my skull is intense. I just wanna get home and go to sleep...crawl into my bed under my warm fuzzy blanket and spoon a pillow (I have even named this pillow, I am such a romantic!) and drift off...into a post-work coma. I think the headache is making me blind as well. Maybe I should leave early.

After work I have to wander down to the store to purchase some signs...for Friday...that’s all I am saying about that. I have the bluest shirt on today and I can’t stand it...listen ppl, I have given this bright color shit a try...it is just NOT me...I don’t friggin like it...ok...get off my back...lemme stick to my dark colors. I don’t wanna be a bright sunshine-y slower asshole. In fact I am not a flowery fucking human at all and I dunno why I gotta keep feeling compelled to TRY to be cuz I don’t even wanna be one...Happy chirpy ppl fucking irritate the shit out of me...even the few friends I have who are positive, I adore them and love them but that quality irks me. SO THERE.

Wow I got hostile right there...it’s the brain bleed. Maybe a disgusting spider crawled into my ear/brain and is munching on it, causing severe pain and damage...it could even be permanent...! That would be tragic for you all...not me b/c the spider will keep chomping and I wouldn’t know the damn difference. I will be Cerebral Palsy Girl in a matter of minutes I am sure.

10 days til MATHEW GOOD IS HERE! IN MY TOWN!!!!! OOOOO!!!!!!!! (shut up Kelly M)

Is there a better internet treasure than youtube? Seriously...as a music fan who in the 80s and such has to search and stumble upon certain music...and had to pay for it just to hear it you tube is like a dream come true....the stuff on there is amazing...I love it..I can look up Rick Springfield performances from when I was 11...sigh...gone are the days where you have to buy an entire album for 1or 2 good songs...

By the way that funny sign on that pole from yesterday is still on the pole HAHAHAHA

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