Oct 19 2009 Monday
Today in my sloth-like fucked mood as I strolled to work I was so uneager to get here I was walking excessively slow...like I was in slow motion. Midgets were passing me for fucks sake. Midgets with legs 1 foot long....Old ladies with walkers....Cripples with leg braces...all passing me by. It was glorious. Sadly...I arrived here regardless...one good thing is Coral is back from her Vegas Wedding Extravaganza...this soothes me...Coral makes my heart full of life and sarcastic mean-spirited wit...we have good conversations.
LAW ABIDING CITIZEN was entertaining. I likes Gerard Butler's character, he was clever and cunning and hot as fuck...and he stabbed someone in the neck with a steak bone and I nearly came b/c it was so disgustingly smart of him... Oh Gerard...a man after my own heart utilizing whatever means available to kill his enemies...sigh.
I am experiencing hormonal psychosis.
I cannot be trusted to make good decisions this week...thus I should halt all contact with human beings. I am irrational. My self-esteem plummets about 85 points during times like this which makes me potentially self-sabotaging and completely out to fucking lunch. It is fun to watch yourself really...it’s like standing back and watching a spastic crazy person from across the room. I hear shit coming out of my own mouth and am in awe of my very own stupidity...not just everyday stupidity either...full on genuine fucked bullshit. Luckily...I tend to crawl into my miserable little fucked head during these fun times...shit 4 all I know I might feel like my old weirdo chipper self tomorrow...
I cannot be trusted to make good decisions this week...thus I should halt all contact with human beings. I am irrational. My self-esteem plummets about 85 points during times like this which makes me potentially self-sabotaging and completely out to fucking lunch. It is fun to watch yourself really...it’s like standing back and watching a spastic crazy person from across the room. I hear shit coming out of my own mouth and am in awe of my very own stupidity...not just everyday stupidity either...full on genuine fucked bullshit. Luckily...I tend to crawl into my miserable little fucked head during these fun times...shit 4 all I know I might feel like my old weirdo chipper self tomorrow...
Today in my sloth-like fucked mood as I strolled to work I was so uneager to get here I was walking excessively slow...like I was in slow motion. Midgets were passing me for fucks sake. Midgets with legs 1 foot long....Old ladies with walkers....Cripples with leg braces...all passing me by. It was glorious. Sadly...I arrived here regardless...one good thing is Coral is back from her Vegas Wedding Extravaganza...this soothes me...Coral makes my heart full of life and sarcastic mean-spirited wit...we have good conversations.
I was pondering on my walk to work today – rarely a good thing on days like this – and nothing I care to share due to the fact I will regret it as soon as this mood lifts...I am sure a few of you just breathed a sigh of relief. I will say I am amazed at how even at 39 I manage to make really poor decisions in matters of the heart and hump. I should truly get that super crazy glue, a giant tube of it, and empty it into my pants forever sealing off any chance of poor decision making and meaningless meanderings of a crotch-like nature.
LAW ABIDING CITIZEN was entertaining. I likes Gerard Butler's character, he was clever and cunning and hot as fuck...and he stabbed someone in the neck with a steak bone and I nearly came b/c it was so disgustingly smart of him... Oh Gerard...a man after my own heart utilizing whatever means available to kill his enemies...sigh.Now I want steak. Sure happy I brought fruit, cheese and crackers for lunch. Hmmmff.
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