fuck this day

Oct 19 2008 - Monday

I am so tired I could fall asleep in my own shoe right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN McMAHON!!!

Thanks for getting yourself born so you could make fine music for me b/c it is without a doubt the reason you were born after all...to cater to my music whims and obsessions....

Last night I watched Menace II Society...on Z's recommendation....yeah its gangsta alright...although I was too distracted by the plot and the impending doom to really pick up any gangster lingo...it is pretty intense and by the end I felt demoralized and hopeless...
I so wanted that kid to get outta dodge...gawddammit!!!!
The fact that the plot parallels real peoples lives is mind boggling...I am the whitest girl ever...I am the Dempster Sesame White Bread Girl...can't get whiter...couldn't be less gangster if I tried...I am staying the fuck outta Compton on my travels to LA...I'd get shot just for looking like a douche. Killed on account of being a douche. Awesome.

I am however in awe of the giant bottles of beer they drank in the 90's. I dunno why but *packaging* in other places is fascinating to me...even from the US to Canada the differences are so obvious...