I love how cold it is at night...it makes for good exercise.
I have burning red cheeks all night from my walk...even after showering and cooling off they burnedddddd all night, it felt quite cozy really...I looked rather fat and christmas-ish.
Today I have to sort out what I am wearing to this gawd forsaken wedding later. {INSERT MASSIVELY HUGE AUDIBLE SIGH HERE} I never have a cloak of invisibility when I want one. For the record, it wont be as bad as I am making it out to be....I just don't want to go haha I will shut up now.
Today is bite the bullet day...its 1st of 3 paychqs in October...I am using the extra of this one to pay off the only debt I possess....about 500 bucks...a revolving line of credit from my old job...I waffled b/c I feel like I should tuck it away for xmas but...fuck xmas...I need this taken care of "just in case"...it will feel good...otherwise the only outgoing $ is basic living expenses...rent/dance classes/shaw/phone/insurance/food....pretty simple budgeting...but that's me...keep things as simple as possible to avoid chaos.
Which is funny really b/c as hard as I try to keep shit simple in life I always manage to get myself in situations where things go sideways...its usually due to miscommunication...I am a bit of a communication bulldozer (haha) but mainly b/c I cannot stand things being left unsaid or unresolved...the older I get the more I realize that as much as ppl think and claim to be straight fwd and clear communicators..it is not the case. I am a pretty in your face personality...if I want to know something I ask...a complete and utter turn off to many ppl but...what do you do? Fakery is not an option...fakery rhymes with bakery.....mmmmmmmmmmmmm
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