Friday, October 02, 2009

Oct 2 2009


I've become spectacular which is strange cause I feel dumb...

I am changing my name to Carmelina...ok not really but when I hear that song I want to...cuz it is pretty kick ass...and the video is fuckin weird as shit which is always good.

Am meeting Death Squad Donna in a bit to go walk my arse off...neither of us feel like it but...me...I have nothing better to do with my Friday nights and Donna's is just coming b/c she thinks she will be a fagtard is she ditches. haha

I've just started reading Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray...I have been meaning to read something of Oscar's for quite some time...I hope it wont suck b/c I think the man was brilliant and I hate nothing more than a boring fucking book. I wont read a boring book...I have no problem setting a book down and not finishing it if it doesn't draw me in...b/c there are tonnes of books that will and I am all about book escapism.

The wedding tomorrow evening is looming over my head like the stink of a gawd damn rotting corpse. DO NOT INVITE ME TO YOUR FUCKING WEDDING PLEASE EVER. Gawd I hate them. I mean if I love you I will gladly go...of course...there isn't much I wont do for ppl I love after all...weddings included but...gawd...help...me...this will be horrific and socially paralyzing. I may deek out of there as soon as dinner is over. OH and I guess its only right to get a wedding gift....fuck. WTF do u get ppl as a wedding gift? I DON'T KNOW!!!!! I hate anything obligatory...fuck it I am not getting one. Why did I say I would go...? I must have been high on cocaine or something.

I just realized next weekend is Thanksgiving...I have Sat Sun Mon Tues off...sweet. I will cook I think...its time to start squirreling all my $ away after this pay chq...get into serious hording mode...famine is coming after all...muahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa...

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