Thursday, June 30, 2011

Who Me?

It is Thor’s Day...woohoo That is good b/c tomorrow is a stat and I have Monday off so it is a 4 day weekend of glory which is always a good thing.

I am leaving today at 4 pm to meet Shawna at the Odeon to see BAD TEACHER...then we will make our way to the V-Lounge to see Alex in an art show going on there...

Today will be busy at work...I am drinking tea and thinking I did not eat enough yesterday as i feel ill and gross. I have this extreme personality disorder...I either eat way too effing much or not enough...I have always had a very tough time finding balance in my life on pretty much every level of being. I am either Fine or completely not. No in-between for this chick...though the time I was on Prozac...ohhh the bliss of being ‘level’ was wordlessly wonderful. It was truly the only time in my life that I felt level and okay...It didn’t change my personality it kind of made me a better version of myself in the sense that I wasn’t such a reactionary jackass experiencing constant peaks and valleys...sounds bi-polar I know but not that extreme thankfully...I have come to the conclusion @ 40 that that’s just how it is in life and you just have to deal with it and stop expecting so much unrealistic crap. Our culture deceives us. Big TVs, fancy cell phones, laptops, nice clothes, shiny cars, Big Macs, owning a house the bank actually owns and the like do not actually make us happier or lead more fulfilled lives. Far from it. What makes me happy now is – aside from my own person pleasures like music and art and all that crap – relationships with family and friends...the rest is shit.

 [If this cranberry muffin gives me heartburn that is the last cranberry anything I ever eat just 4 the record]

Canada Post is back thank gawd....it sounds like them being legislated back to work pretty much ruined any hope they had of bargaining which is unfortunate...I am very torn where unions are concerned...clearly see a need for them b/c no one is willing to pay living wages anymore but unions are so abused by shitty employees it kind of ruins the whole purpose sometimes...

Tomorrow is Drag Queen Baseball...looking fwd to that...

3 comments:

Cyndy said...

So why did you stop taking it if you liked it?

~Jen~ said...

Made my eye twitch quite badly. lol Never a good sign! Plus I wasnt interested in actually altering my brain chemistry forever just enough to getme through a shitty patch

Barbara Bruederlin said...

You had me at Drag Queen Baseball. Totally.