2 days

I have 2 more work days to get through then off until Jan 2.
The new work space is WEIRD but I did win the lottery in the cubicle dept...so well in fact I am paranoid someones gunna bitch and try to take it from me...I seriously do not have to look at anyone while I am in there...I have a well placed wall and and tucked into a corner, lots of light from the windows...too good!

It's been a bit of a shit show in other areas but nothing horrible. We can't truly unpack until someone comes to affix the shelving to the walls and who knows when that will happen so we are tripping over boxes until well into the new year I am sure. I do know I am not picking up anymore boxes this week...I have right screwed my neck (I have deducted that lifting things is the culprit) again so in order to ensure it doesn't go full blown facked I am favoring the shit out of it.

This year b/c we cannot have ppl over for xmas eve due to the asshole sandwich - A and I are going to get festive at Dan's place with Donna, Erin and Amanda...I will bring sushi. It shall be grand.

Wow - this is a boring post. Better toss some boobies up.

if I catch u eating shark fin soup im gunna kick u in the crotch!

This morning I watched REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE....I had never seen it before or anything James Dean was in so it was a trip. He was weird in the movie...I will have to see his other 2 to see if its just HIM whos weird or if it was the character...weird vibe.

The morning before that (the AMC channel plays some interesting movies) I watched a movie with James Garner and Doris Day that I was HIDEOUSLY entertained by (MOVE OVER DARLING)...

Tonight went to see SHARKWATER and omfg...as per usual im disgusted with humanity and greed and if im ever at a rest. that serves shark fin soup im going to melt the menu with my lighter.

Work is interesting at the moment...lots of changes, peripheral drama, etc. I will be doing some shifts at another store in May to help out so that will be interesting considering I detest working at other stores esp when i have to cab there....cuz im rich u know haha

Had a great meeting with the market manager the other day, quite enjoyed it actually, was nice having a visitor in that u didnt feel like they were looking for things that were wrong....I think im gunna make some dinner and watch survivor (I taped it wooohoooo)

Look at me, im fucking boringgggggggggggggg

BORINGGGGGG (say that like Sid Vicious did in Sid & Nancy)

**click on the stick man, he does cool stuff with his head**

How do you do it...? All you ppl who get off work and are able to not think about work again until u arrive the next day? HOW?

I need to master this quickly...im heading for mental burnout...and im starting to think a pay cut for a less stressful job might be worth it...but then again i think a less stressful job would be stressful anyway bc im a fucking spazz...

It has occured to me recently that im fucking boring...

I used to be a lot more interesting as a human being...now im in this stagnant zone where I work and it wastes me so that after work i am pretty much useless...

and when I am home I hardly wanna be b/c my kid treats me like I have ebola...and I cant help but take it personally bc im so fucking tired and spazzed out from work that I go off the deep end over stupid shit and then get to thinking I have the most useless life EVER and im wasting it being a *coaster*....coasting along, day to day...futureless and BORINGGGGGGGGG there is nothing fucking worse than being a gawd damn BORE. Ive never been much of a planner...the future is always so uncertain...retirement 4 example...

it doesnt occur to me 2 plan 4 that b/c im likely gunna be dead...and id rather have the $$$ now.Im so simple.

Anyway...thats my personal pity party these days...I hate my fucking job...my kid is driving me insane and IM FUCKING BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

I have go to do something about that...b/c I can deal with being a fucked up, depressed, headcase but BORING is just not something I can tolerate.

I have had company the last 2 weekends...and omfg I felt like the most BORING DRONE...I couldnt think of anything remotely interesting to talk about...didnt feel like i was myself at all...